Because I'm ready to shoot somone; me.

I'm going to be cut off from everything, be forced to pay every bill, get kicked out of my house so it could sell in a year, have no car, no money, no reason to get to collage, no able way to pay for collage, unable to study, and unable to pass high school.

BAsically, I'm being forced into adult hood while still in high school, and I can't handle it because I have the brain and thinking of a stupid kid.

I thought things would go well; everyone will live, I'll be able to get to collage, find a husband, and live happily ever after,

No. Fairy tales never exist, neither does love, teamwork, or charity...not in my lifetime.

I can't survive as an adult; I don't even have a license yet. I don't have a career to pursue. I don't have anything. It may be a good reason to commit suicide. So you don't have to hear this pitiful song and dance everytime.

So that everyone can live happy while I rot away.
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Edit: I will go on. For the sake of the future, and for the sake of my friends.
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